Sunday, May 13, 2012
It's been a bittersweet day for me. It's been amazing to have Erin here, after him not being here for so many years. He managed to spoil me rotten, which was no small feat for a young man with no income (as of yet, he starts his new job this week!). He got me beautiful pink roses, a heartfelt card & a lovely angel calendar. I'd have accepted a hug & some cheap cologne, heck, even just a hug would have been fine - he's here, that's the important part.
Bittersweet because my daughter is in jail & our relationship is in tatters. Bittersweet because I got a half-hearted greeting from my oldest son. I'm okay and having a nice day, it would just be nice if things were different. I realize & accept that I can't change anything, and it is what it is, so I'm not letting it ruin my life or anything.